Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Capturing the opportunity

Over the past year, I have opened a group practice and grown it to double the size.  This has required a tremendous amount from me, but more so from Joe and the kids.  I have worked crazy 16 hour days and left them to their own devices -- Joe single parenting the kids many nights.  It has been a trek for all of us.

What I know is that they work hard so that I can work hard.  I couldn't do any of this without the full support and commitment of all three of them.  They do so much and ask me for so little.  I try to be "home" when I am home -- although, I am usually exhausted and need to sleep (and for those that know me, you know that doesn't happen easily).

Tonight a strange and unusual thing happened.  For some reason my patients tonight cancelled for one reason or another and my night ended early.  Usually, I would be trying to fill the slots from the wait list and ensuring that I had a full insurance billing by the end of the week.  However, tonight was different  I decided to capture the opportunity.  I went home.  I went home while both kids were still awake.  While I was still awake.

Olivia squealed when she saw me -- excited that I would be able to kiss her goodnight and write on her board (A great little tradition we have -- each child has a collection of large post-it pad sheets on their wall and every night when they go to bed, I write something positive about them and how I feel about them.)  Michael was excited to tell me about his math (which I totally don't understand, but faked it).  Joe was just exhausted and thankful that he didn't have to make all the decisions tonight.

Me...I am happy to be a part of -- while I am conscience and able to do so.  

Monday, March 31, 2014

Wandering and wondering

It has been quite a while since I sat and ate some Monkey Stew...how did so much time get away from me?

I have been on such a long and arduous journey that it would take too much to update here, but in fits and starts it will all come out.  Suffice to say, in the past 18 months, I have learned plenty...more than I ever expected I would learn.  In some ways, I have made tremendous strides and accomplishments.  In others, I have held onto to comfort and remained complacent.  As part of my making sense of the last trek, I commit to my regular helpings of Monkey Stew....won't you join me for a serving or two?