Building confidence

So, it is Sunday night...the last night of my vacation with Joe and the kids.  In some ways, I am so tired from the sun, the running around, the late nights.  It is a good kind of tired because we had a terrific week and lots of fun.  But I am also emotionally tired because I am thinking of what is ahead of me.

Returning to work feels like a chore.  For the first time, I am really anxious about what is in store for me when I walk back into the office.  I have spent a good portion of today emotionally preparing myself for the return to work and the craziness that abounds.  I still love the work, but the ancillary craziness is a bit much.  I took a mental health break this evening to get perspective.  I looked back at where I was a few months ago what was different now. 

I have been studying for my exam and now feel confident that I will pass it. I have been asked to write a chapter in a book about GLBT parenting through assisted reproduction.  I am secure in my relationship.  My kids are thriving.  Sometimes just taking measure of what is really important and feeling confident in your journey is enough to get by.  Now, let's just see how much of this I can retain when I sit at my desk and open my email tomorrow!